In your eyes I finally see the same design
A Surgeon styled that mine should be
And your chest so full it pressed
your shirt to stretch, I need the best there is for me.
And your lips so full and thick, for want of kiss
I’ve wanted this the same for me.
And the lines above your cheeks and eyes so fine
I need to tighten mine for me to be me.
Oh, that’s the world I see.
Everyone smiles at me
But I’ll never smile, not me,
My face, it will not crumble.
Let the needle freeze the years from me
So I look younger.
For the life I need, I’ll Pay For Me to look like me.
It’s a little bit hard and nonstop
But you know what I’m thinking.
I’m only reaching for the top
And I work hard and pay for whatever I want, whenever I think it.
There really isn’t a part where I’m older and everyone wants me for what I’m thinking.
No, you’ve gotta keep on the mark, you’ve gotta look like what everyone wants
Or you’ll end up sinking.
No, not my world, not me.
My will, it will not falter.
What the world will see,
I need to be something important
So my picture feed can pay for me
To pay for me to be me.
credits
released July 23, 2021
All Music written by Kevin Plessner and Emanuel Ayvas
All Lyrics written by Emanuel Ayvas
Recording, Mixing and Mastering: D. James Goodwin
at The Isokon in Woodstock NY
Additional tracking: Jeff Fettig
at The Creamery in Brooklyn NY
Drums: Bruno Esrubilsky Drummer/Percussionist
Bass guitar and Bass synth: Bryan Percivall
Woodwinds: Stuart Bogie
Vocals & Synths: Emanuel Ayvas
Guitars: Kevin Plessner
Production: Jeff Fettig, Kevin Plessner, Emanuel Ayvas, D. James Goodwin
Pale Ramon is a Brooklyn based band made up of Kevin Plessner, Emanuel Ayvas, and various friends of
theirs.
They will be releasing their second album titled, “Annie” on October 15th 2021 everywhere music is available digitally. It will also have a full video component accompanying the album that will be available on the bands YouTube page....more
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