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lyrics
It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside.
We lie here together, you reach for my thigh
And talk of forever to better what's in your mind
But then I, it severs, in terror, obsessing of when I
Was never, was bound like a fire
To the wick of a candle so when anything I could handle
Passed by or would have me
I was twice then, I was half me,
I was yours, I was hers,
Both forever and for nothing.
Now I don't have a lot of money, but boy if I did
I'd probably buy somebody, who for money would commit
Without loving, I'd escape that, I'd be free to keep that in
Or to hide I had given all the love I had to give.
They'd fix my plate in the evening
With nobody saying a thing but the typical talk
Between strangers like the weather and what you did,
Oh what a day, and then a kiss or a high five
And then it's back to work and friends,
Back to me, back to living for the I again.
But I decided that
After all, we're all alone
And I was left to that
To pretend I'm in control.
It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside.
You watch for the reason, you question my eyes,
Ask why of the distance between language you're expecting,
Between action and inaction as I fumble for a meaning.
It's always a path to together but no one is actually heard
When they don't say a word to each other, to better the fantasy
Family fed you of love as a reason,
The chemical turn and the fear you're not wasting your time
On somebody who can't love you like you’re needing
And you decided that
After all, you’re all you’ve ever wanted
And you were left to that
To pretend you're in control.
But you'll get back your love
When you love yourself.
You'll get back your love
When you love yourself.
credits
released September 30, 2021
All Music written by Kevin Plessner and Emanuel Ayvas
All Lyrics written by Emanuel Ayvas
Recording, Mixing and Mastering: D. James Goodwin
at The Isokon in Woodstock NY
Additional tracking: Jeff Fettig
at The Creamery in Brooklyn NY
Drums: Bruno Esrubilsky Drummer/Percussionist
Bass guitar and Bass synth: Bryan Percivall
Woodwinds: Stuart Bogie
Vocals & Synths: Emanuel Ayvas
Guitars: Kevin Plessner
Production: Jeff Fettig, Kevin Plessner, Emanuel Ayvas, D. James Goodwin
Pale Ramon is a Brooklyn based band made up of Kevin Plessner, Emanuel Ayvas, and various friends of
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